Greetings Star Seeds!
It is safe to say that I have been stalked lately by the word Paradox. It has come up too many times to ignore it. Last night, when I chose 4 divination cards, the word paradox was in 3 of the messages. OK I'm paying attention. The definition I resonated with is "paradox is something that seems self-contradictory, but upon closer investigation can reveal deeper truths." I have personally been dancing with a lot of questions about the direction of my path and the way forward. What has been feeling like a lot of work, and lots of obstacles and feeling submerged in the watery depths of emotional turmoil, fleeting glimpses of clarity and vacillation between floating down the river of life and being pulled under by a current that spins me in another direction. Often within the same day! The shit is getting stirred up in all areas of my life. And rather than answers I am drowning in questions. After contemplating the divination cards, an insight followed...OH! This is what Jupiter in Scorpio in my first house is offering me. Jupiter, the planet of expansion entered Scorpio, sign of composting, letting go, alchemy and transformation. And for me it is happening in my first house of self-identity. For the last couple years I have been on a journey to invoke a template of ease, joy, grace and play as the overarching theme in my life and to help facilitate these attributes for my clients. The dismantling of the previous patterns that I had been indoctrinated in that revered structures based on striving, struggle, surviving and suffering weren't about to be ushered out without a fight. As we unravel that which we are outgrowing and wish to shift, the release process brings up all the unhealed parts, all the wounds, all the fragments. We dip and dive and wonder if the dance is worth it. I'm here to tell you it is. The butterfly can't remain in the cocoon, even if it feels safe and warm. Life rarely follows a linear line. Being one who is aligned with a more circular approach to things, I have always searched for hidden truths. Often we have to take steps that seem paradoxical in order to move forward. At times we need to go into the darkness to retrieve the fragments of light that can only be found there. Sometimes we have to leave to find our way back home. Do not fear this. Do approach the shadows with love. Remember that everything we seek is within us and we are receiving exactly what we need at the perfect time. Even if it is the opposite direction of where we think we need to be going. So if you are experiencing any of these energies, allow them the space to shower you with their wisdom and blessings, even if it feels like you are being stripped of everything. That may be the very thing you need to be who you are meant to be. With Infinite Love and Gratitude, Claudia
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Guy Lombardo
2/26/2018 09:49:21 am
This really resonated with me! To me, it is the same feeling as being pulled into a wormhole. You feel as if you are being torn apart as you cross the event horizon, but it is only your dense ego mass being stripped away from your luminous essence before it can cross to the other side! It can be painful, but there's no turning back!
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Claudia Comerci
3/1/2018 09:58:33 pm
Thank you Guy! Such a great way to put it. Growing pains, indeed...and no turning back. We have come here for a reason and that is the force that moves us on. I feel it is the pulse of our Soul mission.
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2/26/2018 03:40:53 pm
Do you know how it feels to have one foot stuck in muck, and the other one hot to trot, looking for solid ground? Is that at all what Paradox feels like to you? There's definitely some of that on my plate, and even tho I feel a direction I want to go toward Earth Day Spirit Work, I'm faced with reams of stuff that need to be discarded in order to give this intention enough psychic space to move!
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Claudia Comerci
3/1/2018 09:55:44 pm
I totally hear you! You are not alone...Many light workers are going through a big shift and upgrade and it can feel very topsy turvy to say the least. Big hug to you and know that you have support...I think the reams of stuff will eventually dissolve as we step into the new earth grid, but it is taking concerted work and lots of discernment along the way.
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About ClaudiaClaudia is a nature lover, alchemist and dreamer. She lives with her life partner, Ilan and her beloved dog, Osa. Categories
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